August 2010
4 posts
i wish things were simpler
I wish i could stop playing the victim.
July 2010
11 posts
i'm dazed
and confused
No more bitch tits in my asshole.
I want my shit NOW!
I WANT MY SHIT!
i need to shit, but D’Paul gave me a sleeping potion…
People drift away...
the thing about drifting away…
It’s usually mutual…
So I don’t really care anymore…
So this is what life is...
Fade, fade, fade away…
I feel my lifestyle changing, altering…
I don’t know what I’m living for…
I don’t know what I’m striving for…
But I am.
The world is scary when people are strange…
this place is full of disappointments.
I’m gone.
Dance in the Dark
That’s what I am. A dancer in the dark, content with being so happy that I could die.
I find solace in myself. I love you. I love you too. Together forever.
I don’t belong.
I think the only place I belong is in my mind.
Which is fine by me.
I just vomited...
out of my ass.
Dear Jose
You’re annoying.
after just a couple of days...
I know it might sound cliche and stupid and ungrateful…
but after a couple days in Fresno, I just want to go back to SF.
Sure I don’t have any friends there, but at least it feels like I’m doing something productive.
When I’m in Fresno, I feel like I’m wasting my life, waiting on other people. Everyone in Fresno has something here for them to look forward to....