January 2011
54 posts
I’m too fucking sexually charged right now. Make it stop.
Chiropractor Wanted
My back has been hurting so much. All I want is a comfortable bed. It’d be so nice to take a nap with someone warm. I want someone to drive around with and listen to nineties hip hop and r&b with. Someone to fix the kinks in my back with the occasional rub down. Someone to smoke out fat with. Ugh… A back massage is severely wanted. I’d suck a dick for one.
I’m a...
Train Wreck
I’m a hot mess. A crazy whirlwind of self destruction and revival.
I hate quoting Juno.
I'M A BAD BYTCH!
And Ricardo was fuckin cute.
Careless Night
Today was the weirdest day… It just kept escalating in badness and weirdness.. But then I had some really good conversation with a really interesting person. I hope I can keep doing this.
I'm so confused.
This is some weird shit. I want pizza and cocoa pebbles.
I shouldn’t make phone calls so late at night. Grogginess is equal to being drunk sometimes. I don’t remember where that person came from, the one who was speaking on the phone.
But I digress…
My body aches… My bed is uncomfortable… But I slept like a baby last night.
Funny Thing
I’m just as lonely here as I was in sf.
“Why does everyone want to disagree with us making the best of a bad situation?”
– Nick Ice on the ostracization one feels from smoking pot
Whine
I sure do wish I can escape…
That’s what I want. That’s why I do everything I do. Smoke. Play. Listen. Feel. Watch. Read. All in efforts to self medicate. To sedate.
So fuck you very much.
No more pot for me
:/
Medah Fours
The rice is finally settling in my tummy.
I can’t wait to shit it out.
;)
All I ask
Why can’t I have a mature, inquisitive, bearded lover?
“I’m beautiful in my way, cuz god makes no mistakes, I’m on the right track, baby I was born this way.”
“Intoxicated. Emancipated. Unapologetic.”
I feel fine after that slightly melodramatic weekend. Everything I know works in tangent with one another. It all makes sense after a while, the chaos. I’m reminded of my roots. I’m reminded of the...
Now i'm high...
C:
I want to be high.
I want to be high.
I want to be high.
Marijuana is a miracle drug.
“You gonna live tomorrow, if you don’t die today… It takes a muscle...”
– M.I.A.’s cover of “It Takes A Muscle”
I remember one time I was talking to Sean. It was one of those late night conversations that span an unreasonable amount of hours and a variety of different subjects, usually ending when one of us gives in and falls asleep.
He was struggling to articulate one of his ideas and he immediately dismissed it as soon as it parted from his lips in order to save face and not feel silly. It seemed like he...
A Sincere Moment
Me: I'm sorry.
Mom: It's alright... I bet you want to go back to San Francisco now.
Me: No. Actually, I was thinking about how I'm so lucky to have parents that put up with me.
Mom: ...
I lost my innocence the moment I first fell in...
And I’ve been in chaos ever since.
I visited you in my dreams last night. Maybe that’s why I was so happy when I woke up. I remembered how comfortable your bed was. I haven’t slept in a bed like that in so long… They’re all so lumpy. I’ll never forget you. Because just like Momiji said, you have to remember everything. Even the most terrible memories that seem unbearable, because one day, momiji and I strive to be strong enough to...
Sometimes I forget who I am when I’m asleep. And when I wake up, there’s a couple of seconds where I have no idea what anything is. I wish it could happen more often.
The shittiest of nights...
Can always turn better with the right words said. Thanks josh. You know what’s up.
P.s. I hate having to delete a shit load of fake words from my text dictionary after being high and trying to text.
What the fuck
I don’t know what’s going on anymore. I just want pizza and a warm place. Everything feels so far away… So stagnant… Backspace, playback, rewind. I don’t know shit about the person I see in the mirror. I don’t know if I ever will. That isn’t true at all. I know exactly who I am. I’m just really high, really hungry, and a little lonely. I have a few...
takethiswaltzz asked: ROSS WAS NOT A JOB.
Even thought I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I shall fear no evil, cuz that’s some dumb shit…
Simple enough
I guess I just have to take it in stride. Try my best to pick myself up and move on from here. I mean, there’s only one perfect solution to this complex situation… And it’s impossible. So I guess the next step would be to breathe. That’s simple enough, right?
I’m just…. Gonna go to sleep. It sounds so good.
If I ever feel better... →
This will be the song me and my future lover will dance around the house to on friday nights right after lighting a bowl, but before beginning our video game tournament/movie marathon. C:
I want to be the phoenix that rises from the land of ash.
This made me better. →
I'd like some eye candy...
Or maybe some eye fruit. Delicious and pefectly ripened.
I want to be at least as awesome as Alice Guy.
Hot Bitches Get Paid
In compliments.
