I should move to san francisco now…
Shall I go chase my hazy dreams of heaven?
Do I have another go at SF?
Can I handle it?
I have to shit.
I think all I wanna do is listen to lady gaga and play mass effect for the rest of this summer.
I want to scream so many things, but really, my main source of anger is the fact that my expectations will never parallel my realities. Ever.
No matter how much I lower my expectations…
That’s why I turn to gaga. She’s like this figment of my imagination I can always count on. That’s why she matters so much to me. Everyone else can hate, everyone else can look down on my idolization, but really, in a world like this, can you really judge me for having one escape?
Can you really judge me for adapting to my environment?
It’s the only way things make sense my head.
Thank you for everything you do.
Lady GaGa (via cinnamon-spider)
I wanna do this.
If I’m not doing it, you shouldn’t be either.
- Jose: Honestly though, I'm weary of this stale life. Let's create film and start living.
- Anonymous: that seems like something worth living for.
Then it’s all water under the bridge.
And I don’t give a shit about any of them.
I just wanted to post this in response to Sean’s latest tumble.
I KNOW YOU WOULD HAVE! I actually wanted to invite you, but I knew that you wouldn’t come.
Tonight helped reinforce that thought. It was just one bad party, and I shouldn’t let it ruin things, I know.
I don’t want to be here anymore.
I have an undying love for GaGa. The end.
- Sean: I just started using tumblr.
- Jose: Oh.
- Sean: You just posted in October, two months ago, so don't act all high and mighty because you don't use it anymore.
- Jose: DON'T ACT HIGH AND MIGHTY BECAUSE YOU DON'T DO ANAL!?!
- Sean: ...what?
I had so many dreams…
And Lady GaGa just rebirthed them.
I get the sexiest veins in my arm when I’m wiping my ass.
I don’t like it when people choose to watch videos on their laptops and only show it to everyone but me. Especially when I can’t see.
Sometimes I feel like following certain people’s tumblrs just so I can judge them.
Here’s my version of it…
I have harbored since childhood.
Oh yay! You should see me drunk.
Hooray for damage control.